Dear slave with the rigid fantasy

Dear Slave,

Thank you for your message. I am very flattered that you want to be my 'real' slave, that the idea of being at my feet fills you with some sort of exhilaration beyond your wildest dreams.

I understand what it means to want to experience what you have dreamed of forever and ever. I know that you sometimes lay awake, yearning for the experience. I get that this need sometimes fills your vision, blocking out all else.

From the five pages of text you sent I gather that you have thought about what it will be like, to serve one such as myself. You know what I will wear, how I will walk, what I will say. You can picture the room, the clothing and smell my perfume. You have imagined this scenario over and over. You know what you want. And how you want it. You have imagined your response to each and every thing I certainly will do.

So long have you ached with this fantasy, so much have you put into it's creation, that the details are no longer mere details. They are pillars, immovable and neccessary. Without those 'details' your fantasy is not as rich, it lacks meaning. You want it, I do not doubt this. You want it very badly. But... I am so sorry dear slave, what you want will never happen the way you need it to. You are so inflexible (No, dear, I don't have that exact outfit and no I am not buying an outfit just for you), that any minute change to what you picture is unbearable to you.

You will not be satisfied with the reality of a session such as you are seeking. You will be devastated by the loss of your fantasy. No one can follow your script. You yourself cannot know how it will feel, as you kneel at my feet. You might love or hate something you expected to hate or love. No one is going to have the exact clothing, in the exact room, and/or look exactly the way you picture. They won't have the same dungeon, the same toys, or the same voice you have imagined all these months/years. Some of what you want is not reasonable (no I don't have six other mistresses with strap ons who want to fuck you), some of what you want is not part of what I do (I have limits, and interests, areas of expertise, I simply do not do everything). You will have to be able to flow with changes that occur due to personality, limitations, location. life in general.

Be careful too, sweet slave. What you ask for is a very intense session. You may find you have no tolerance for the activity you ask for. You may find that the sensation is horrific to you. You might even discover that your emotional reaction to sensory input is way off from what you expected. Some people get angry when they are spanked. Some burst into tears when their face is tapped lightly. Some get sulky when scolded. These varied reactions are just part of what makes us human-and so unpredictable.

Yes, little slave, I too know this yearning. I have had fantasies too. Some, when finally experienced, were MORE amazing than I had imagined. Some where absolutely not. Try to remember what it was that brought you to this fantasy, rather than focusing on the little details. Try to enjoy what happens, even when it does not match your expectations.

Understand, dear slave,. that I did not ask you to serve me. I may not want what you have to offer. Even with a pro domme, serving is a very personal thing. If I don't believe we will suit, I won't meet with you. That is my right.

Good luck slave. I hope you find all you seek.

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